I don't understand how when HUGE things happen in my cycle- I am ok. But stuff like this kills me. I am still so upset. I don't know if I should ask my questions to the RE or just see how many of them don't really matter/apply to me.
I feel like my situation fertility-wise is too complicated... I never have the feeling of giving up, but I sometimes wonder if I should be and these are all signs to not venture down this road.
So I'm writing this before work- hoping my fears stay here and strength comes with me.